*Shine 4 God!* ^^

Today..
we celebrate merdeka in our uni
then,a news pop out..

Thre was a gal whom
use to b the student of our uni
is dead..

She is being rapped
n being burn after tat
at the "black spot" in tis town..

Feel soli 4 tis gal..
she muz b very suffer
when things happen to her..

Struggle in hospital
a few days
before her destiny end..

Feel sorry 4 her family member,too
who use to have high hope on her
for sending her
to study in tis university..

Cant help asking,
WHY?
why such thing wil happen
to a weak gal like her?
why girl always need to face
such scary crime like tis?

"Behave urself"
is the sentence tat we owez like to use
in our class
4 fun
But,the sentence itself
is not funny
at all..

Is true
tat we really need to
bahave ourself probably..

For our parent
For our friends
and
For ourself..

Shouldn't put ourself
in the danger
n owez behave
in our daily behavior..

Do behave
and
be the salt n light
for our almighty
God..
As He also
have high hope on us,too..

SO,

"Behave urself"
+
*Shine 4 God!*

miss..

so miss home..
miss fren..
miss baba n mama..
miss..


when i can go home
to meet u guys again?
when i can go back
to my hometown again?


when?

Stress...

dun knw y..
dun knw hw..
dun knw what..

all i can do
is cry..

Feeling so stress..
so scare..
am i crazy?
y suddengly feel lik crying,
right in the library?

cant concentrate on study..
so many thing appear in my mind..
keep asking myself
"y such easy question u oso cant do?"

The onli way out
is to
escape..

Run away frm the library
run away frm all the book
run away frm all the stress

N hide inside the toilet
n cry... T.T

Am i ok?
Y tis wil happen?
What shall i do?
Who can save me....

Time...

Little by little
the time pass by..

Been through a lot here..

upset
stress
happiness
tears..

Cant help
bagging the time
to move faster
n faster
n faster..

Then,
i wil b more
n more
n more near
to my destiny..

All i wish..
is
whn the time come
i can stil hav the chance
to giv my belove parent
good time
to retire
n enjoy their time

To c the smile on their face
is worth
4 me
2 going through
all tis hardness..

To c God`s big smile
is the reason
4 me to b strong
n hold on
to acchive the goal
for Him..

May God bless my family
is wat i wish 4
deeply in my heart..

*God bless*

Birthday..

Jes past my birthday,
really thank God,
4 loving me so much..

Thought tis year wont hav any birthday cake le,
coz is away frm home,
n away frm all my close frens..

Thn,a surprise coming in,
with whole bunch of classmate,
holding a "secret recipe"cake,
singing birthday song 4 me,
celebrating birthday 4 me..

Really really touch my heart..
4 their sincere..
their luv to me..
n thankful to God too..

God filled my heart with His luv n care tat whole day..
plus all the wishes n care frm all my frens..
through calls
through sms
through frenster
i knw,although sometime will feel left out
or lost confident of what i m going through now

But,
I m not alone,
there are whole bunch of angel around me,
give me love..
give me care..
give me strength..
give me power..
give me desire..
give me support..
to continue my journey
to my destination..

You know?
you are my angel ,
all of u..
my fren..

All i can say,
is thank you..
which come deeply from my heart..

*Emmanuel*